I am really good at keeping secrets and building walls. Even when it is detrimental to me and my goals. Most times it means I'm taking ten steps back from the two I've taken forward. There is part of me that needs to tell someone, but it would mean giving up something else that I'm not ready to give up.
Do I know that keeping the secret is the wrong choice? Of course.
Do I know that the secret I am keeping is wrong? Of course.
But for now, I choose to keep on waking this path. Adding bricks to the wall I worked so hard to bring down.