Monday, October 18, 2010

Answered Prayers.

I love love love seeing prayers answered. I have been praying many prayers for such a long time and I know many others have been lifting up those same prayers with me. And slowly we are starting to see answers, some little ways and some very big ways. PRAISE GOD!!!!!!

Sunday, October 3, 2010

Michael left on the boat tonight, a few months ago I probably would have been jumping for joy. I couldn't wait for him to leave. I dreamt of the days when I could be alone. But over the last few months my heart has began to change. God was working amazing things in my heart when it was the last thing that I was looking for. We have been making progress, sometimes slow, but progress nonetheless. So today I was heartbroken when I had to drop him off. In the next few months I will only be able to spend a few weeks with him and I'm scared. I'm scared of losing the progess we have made.

But I am praying for strength to make it through each day, peace to calm the anxiety. And learning to lean on God more and more with each breath. He has a plan and this is all in His hands, and I know that I need to trust Him.