Monday, December 15, 2008
Almost one year ago, I decided to end ties in my relationship with my mother. She had caused so much pain in my life and I wanted the pain to end and I did not want my children to get hurt. I've had my time to be angry and hurt. Now I'm struggling with forgiveness. I say that I have forgiven her, but deep down, I'm not sure that I feel that. Forgiveness is hard. She caused me a lot of pain for so many years, but God forgave me and he forgives me every day for my shortcomings, how can I say that I can't forgive her. Its just so hard, and its a struggle. I need prayer.